The Long Night..

Is 12:51am now.. And i still cant get to sleep. Dont know why am i thinking about her so much since we broke up on christmas.. It's like when we are steading.. Everything went wrong..I know my attitude was wrong towards her.. I really know.. But all i wanted is her to know.. To understand that i need her more than anyone do.. I can feel that she knows what i am thinking.. But why..Give me a huh when i always ask u whether you understand what i am talking about.. Is it because we are lacking of communication? You treat your god kor better than me now lah.. I feel so so bad. The fact that i lost you.. And so concerned about you now and then. Maybe you dont know. When people are speaking bad about you.. i would always try to change their impression towards you. because i know that it will affect you somehow..So i will always try to help you avoid all this misunderstandings.. But now.. I know that i really really am sincere towards you.. But i really dont understand why you don't wanna give me a chance.. At least you give me a chance. I can prove it to you that how serious i am towards you, how loving i am, how sweet i am towards you. I admit that i had cry lots of times because of you. And because of that. My heart hurts alot. Everytime when i woke up from bed. The first person i had in my mind was Agnes Wan. No one else but you. I dont understand why always when you see me around you will always feel uneasy or uncomfortable bah.. Is it because i have a scary face? I will try to change it if you dont like it. Seriously i could do anything for you if you just tell me. As long as you are happy i am willing to do it. I am missing you every minute every second of my life.. =((