Out of blow , friendship grows .

Today is the day.

Well. I think i had just forgotten her already. Hope i would treat like a friend now.. Chinese New Year is not a bad day after all.

SMILES. x]

My quote of the day.

You'll never move on if you keep thinking about the past, but the past is also what keeps us rooted and shapes our future.

A friday evening..

YawNz... Life's getting boring day by day. For band. Hope i can play timpani better with a good kind of sound. No screw ups and play it properly.. For Percussion Section, hope the new recruits could pick up skills fast and swiftly. Not like those china girls from the last batch. Hope percussion would be the most unitied section for 2007? =X I HOPE.

-Band tomorrow. Going NYP after tt. go support whitley's broadcasting.

Hope something "Interesting" would happen there tomorrow !

-WaLteR Ng Hua Te.

The Long Night..

Is 12:51am now.. And i still cant get to sleep. Dont know why am i thinking about her so much since we broke up on christmas.. It's like when we are steading.. Everything went wrong..I know my attitude was wrong towards her.. I really know.. But all i wanted is her to know.. To understand that i need her more than anyone do.. I can feel that she knows what i am thinking.. But why..Give me a huh when i always ask u whether you understand what i am talking about.. Is it because we are lacking of communication? You treat your god kor better than me now lah.. I feel so so bad. The fact that i lost you.. And so concerned about you now and then. Maybe you dont know. When people are speaking bad about you.. i would always try to change their impression towards you. because i know that it will affect you somehow..So i will always try to help you avoid all this misunderstandings.. But now.. I know that i really really am sincere towards you.. But i really dont understand why you don't wanna give me a chance.. At least you give me a chance. I can prove it to you that how serious i am towards you, how loving i am, how sweet i am towards you. I admit that i had cry lots of times because of you. And because of that. My heart hurts alot. Everytime when i woke up from bed. The first person i had in my mind was Agnes Wan. No one else but you. I dont understand why always when you see me around you will always feel uneasy or uncomfortable bah.. Is it because i have a scary face? I will try to change it if you dont like it. Seriously i could do anything for you if you just tell me. As long as you are happy i am willing to do it. I am missing you every minute every second of my life.. =((

The Kitten. =(

when i was on my way home ah.. at the lift there.. gt 1 little kitty. i tot is a normal thing tt has a lot of " ye mao la"

then right. i press the lift. then i went in. then the kitty also come in leh..

i am sort of shocked lah..

then it keep following me..
then bo bian.. decided to take the stairs.


i walk all the way to 3rd floor. so that can take the lift from there mah. because the cat at the first floor.


then when i was waiting for the lift. i heard a sound.. miaOOO~ miaOOO~


then suddenly.. it came up and look for me..


then i just went into the lift and went up to home..


if u really go and take a deep look at the eyes right. you can imagine tt. the cat is talking to you lo. " Please help me..I been here for a few days.. no one wants to feed me..please..please..i beg u" =(

dont know what happened to it lah. Maybe its hungry or sth.

Wa liew..i feel so bad now leh. >.<


Really really i mean it. =(